I feel like all I have done is sleep. I am so tired. Today, I have been feeling a little nauseous today. I hadn't felt this bad all week. YUK!!! Going to get my head shaved today...I'll be damned if the cancer is going to take my hair too! That's going on my terms!! My little brother is going to come help me and Abel. I imagine that it will be really hard, but I don't know that I can handle the alternative. I don't think I could handle seeing my hair on my pillow or in the shower and I don't know how my kids would re-act to it either.
Nothing tastes good today. I am sort of hungry, but scared to eat. I don't have a taste for anything in particular...I want something cold, maybe a popsicle?
I wanted to go back to work tomorrow..I don't know if that is going to happen. I feel so tired all the time, I don't know how much I will be able to accomplish at work. I hope I don't feel nauseous tomorrow too. ARGH! This is so frustrating! Oh yeah, and I have been a big ball baby all weekend. Anything can set me off, the f'n commercial, Matt smiling at me in his silly way, Devan laughing.. What the hell is wrong with me???????? I have heartburn from hell...who knows what I was able to eat that caused that!
Obviously, today was not a good day to post, so I hope you all have a better day. I love my family and my friends and I thank you all for the wonderful thoughts and prayers. Special thanks to Barb Edwards for the wonderful meal Thursday. It was delicious!!
Hugs,
Yolanda
1 comment:
I am sooo sorry sister. I wish there was something that I can do for you. Not to be mean but I am kinda glad I didn't go with Victor to do it. Just thinking about it I would tear up and sis you know me I hide my tears. I wouldn't have been abel to stay strong for you. I try to think it's just hair and it will grow back but it just hurts me to see you going through this. Hope tomorrow is a better day for you sissy. Love you
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