On Sunday, May 2nd, I noticed an indention/dimple on my right breast. I saw my OBGYN doctor, Dr. Paul Murphree the next day. He sent me to have a mammogram. The mammorgram was clear so the radiologist did an ultrasound. It didn't show a mass either, but because there was obviously something causing the dimple in my breast she recommended a Core Biopsy. I had that done on May 20th. On May 24th, I received a call from Dr. Murphree. It was cancer. He then referred me to Dr. Jack Walzel, a surgeon. He schedule me for an MRI so see how big the cancer truly was and also schedule a visit with the Oncologist/Dr. Kocs on May 28th. He took blood for the BRCA test to see if I have THE genetic marker for cancer. He also schedule a CT Scan for June 3rd. Results were clear no cancer anywhere else. I have an appointment with Dr. Staebel/plastic surgery for reconstructive surgery. I will be having a double mastectomy. I had a mammogram 11/2009 - it was 'clear'. My mammogram on May 4th didn't show anything, neither did the ultrasound. The biopsy was performed only because the radiologist was still suspicious of the indention..she knew something was causing it and she suggested the biopsy.
I hate that my kids are having to go through this again...My husband was diagnosed with cancer last year in January - DFSP (Dermatofibrosarcoma Protuberans). He is now cancer free. He finished his radiation therapy a few days before Devan graduated from High School.
I set this blog up so my family and friends can - Laugh with me, cry with me, share your thoughts and advice with me. I love my family. I love my friends. I love to do things for others and make them happy - for a little while, I'll need someone else to do this for me. Thanks for supporting me through this journey.
Today I am Scared, Frustrated, Angry, Thankful.
Scared about the future. Frustrated that there is nothing I can do to speed this up. Angry that my kids are having to go through this again, after just having dealt with their dad's cancer last year and thankful that it is me - not the kids or someone else in my family that was diagnosed with cancer.
Yolanda
I hate that my kids are having to go through this again...My husband was diagnosed with cancer last year in January - DFSP (Dermatofibrosarcoma Protuberans). He is now cancer free. He finished his radiation therapy a few days before Devan graduated from High School.
I set this blog up so my family and friends can - Laugh with me, cry with me, share your thoughts and advice with me. I love my family. I love my friends. I love to do things for others and make them happy - for a little while, I'll need someone else to do this for me. Thanks for supporting me through this journey.
Today I am Scared, Frustrated, Angry, Thankful.
Scared about the future. Frustrated that there is nothing I can do to speed this up. Angry that my kids are having to go through this again, after just having dealt with their dad's cancer last year and thankful that it is me - not the kids or someone else in my family that was diagnosed with cancer.
Yolanda
15 comments:
We are praying for you. We love you. You are a wonderful, strong, beautiful, person mom and friend. You can do this!
Ashley & Elliot!
I am really sorry to hear this has happened to you. Its can be very scary because I worried that I might end up having breast cancer. Every time I think I feel a lump or get shooting pains in my breast I start to panic. Recently I went to my doctor and was relieved to hear I have nothing to worry about. I will keep you in my prayers.
Perhaps in your struggle some good will come of it--I have quit smoking. You will be okay--we are praying for you.
Thanks Ashley & Elliot!!
Cathy- I'm glad it was nothing. Thanks for the prayers.
Debra - I am so glad you quit smoking!! You will be happier because of it too :-D Thanks for the prayers everyone!! Love ya'll.
You are a strong and wonderful woman Yolanda. You do have a wonderful and supportive family. Whenever you need someone to make you laugh,cry with you, whatever it is, I am here, I will try my best.
I am happy to hear that cancer has not pread out anywhere else. Put your faith in God's hands, you will overcome this hard journey with your family and friends at your side. Remember you also have the DARS DS team support :-). Sanaa
I heard something the other day that I want to share...God will never give you more than you can handle; that should show us how much faith He has in us...Have that much faith in Him.
I've been on the caregiver side of this and am now in the fight to find a cure. I will pray for you, cry with you, listen to you, whatever you may need my friend. Again, I encourage you to join a support group or get involved in your local cancer center or Komen foundation. Another saying I hold very close...If you're breathing the moment after you've heard "you have cancer" You're a survivor. Live like a survivor and move forward. Love you much Yolanda and please let me know if you need ANYTHING. My cell # is 806-773-5196, I'd love to visit when you're ready. Fight On! Allison Pritchard
Yolanda,
BREATHE like this: focus on the wonderful, huge outpouring of blessings, prayers, love, good thoughts, support, jokes, food, etc. from your friends and family on the INHALE and push out negative, frustrated, angry thoughts with the EXHALE. KEEP BREATHING!
Love and Blessings,
Melissa
I forgot my P.S, my dear friend!
I had to learn how to set up a blogger account to post a comment! Since YOU are my intro into the blogging world, I am calling it my "boob blog" in your honor! Hope that makes ya laugh!
Thank you for updating your blog. I'm glad your back online. I'm also glad you're now with the Pink Ribbon Cowgirls. Let me know if you need anything.
MelissaF - Thank you my sweet wonderful friend!! I love you. Yes, it made me laughed....so much I laughed my 'boobs' off :-D
Thank you Allison for your support. I can't tell you how much it means to me that after 26 years I can still call you my friend!
Hey girl. You are in my prayers. Let me know if we can help out. BIG HUGS!
Thank you :-D
Yolanda,
I love you! Tell me what you need and I am there for you and your family.
You are in my prayers,
Cyndee.
Thank you so much my friend. I just posted an update about my surgery. Love ya!
Yolanda,
I am so sorry to hear about this latest crisis in your life. I really don't understand why GOD would allow such a wonderful, loving, caring family to have soooo much hardship. I will keep you in my prayers every day- Are you still working at your new job? Please let me know if I can help you in any way- You are a sweet, caring and loving person- who always goes out of her way to help others- so please let us help you. Call me anytime you want to just vent or talk- I am here to listen!!!!!!!
Love Ya,
Tina
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